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I was diagnosed (ruled?) 7 years ago (lemmy.dbzer0.com)

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And then you develop depression (and other FUN stuff) and it gets worse

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[–] [email protected] 12 points 11 months ago

Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now Please kill me now

I'll be starting a new treatment soon (on waiting list), it will be the seventh treatment plan I will be starting and have been getting treatment for over a decade. First suicide attempt in 2009 (man I wish it would have worked).

I should start the new treatment with hope and optimism, but at this point I feel I tried almost everything and I don't think it's ever getting better.

But hey, maybe I'll get an aneurysm and die peacefully when I sleep tonight, wouldn't that be a blessing.