I can 100% tell you that we are consuming completely different media and I am trying very hard to find balanced sources and honestly trying not to over do it because I'm mentally exhausted by the news. I am always a skeptic because I know public media cares more about drama than truth frequently. However, I can say with certainty too many innocent people are dying and it makes me extremely worried about normal folks like you who are so close to this danger. Non-Israeli jews in the states are also turning their backs on the Israeli government... I don't know what I'm trying to get at other than please be safe and I really wish you well. Thank you for your time.