Ok, my lack of impulse control is not allowing me to do opsec right now. I used to work as a manager for the DoE’s wing of green shit. It singlehandedly destroyed my faith in renewables and literally every electrification effort to the point where I’m pretty much not even against petroleum solutions. The green washing is fucking ‘intense’ and the DoE funds it and all the shitty companies profiting from it by the 100 billions.
I don’t believe in anything anymore, I am a full blown nihilist, and it feels awful to say but I almost see a give and take working for a Oil corp that’s about as equal as working for green washing bullshit which is almost 95% of all sustainable efforts.
I’m probably being dramatic but my experience there has put my brain in tremendous disrepair, the words ‘there is no ethical consumption under capitalism’ ring in my head every time I try to think of finding a path that will have me help make a better world, a path that does not involve me stripping bear ass naked and running around with a hammer and sickle etched to my ass.
