I don’t want to be a target.
If Trump wins, “cis-gender straight white males” will be blamed -- perhaps also “gay” ones like me. We have had 8 years of attempted reeducation of the population to try to prevent the election of anyone like Trump ever again. Schoolchildren have been told in no uncertain terms that they are guilty for our bad, bad society. Trump paints a target on me.
Evidently, cis-gender (straight) white males are the largest market for masochism. They are gluttons for punishment. Also for sadism. At least in fantasy. But I’m not -- not so privileged. It’s a turn-off, actually. But, evidently, it turns on so much of politics.
Pure masturbation. This is just the "white man's burden" of false humility. Add an unwaranted victim complex for good measure.
I want Kamala to win so I can get a break from the madness, an end to the intimidation and blackmail, the manipulation and the mind-games. What they promised 4 years ago: getting back to normal -- going back to the “new normal.” That is the reason -- the only reason -- anyone will vote for her. Dare I hope for it? But they have lied about everything else, so why should we believe they’re not lying about this, too? Will they finally leave us alone? The promise of an end to the drama might be enough to elect Kamala. I want it to be true.
But it is a lie*
This person claims to be a Marxist, but is operating on 40k Ork logic, openly admitting to projecting their idealist hopes onto reality. He admits Kamala is lying, and yet he is trying to pretend the status quo of pre-2016 is fine, and that "normalcy" is desirable! Absurd.
Edit: added "But it is a lie." I personally believe it to be redundant, but it can be seen as misleading to not include it. My point is that the author knows Kamala is lying and it won't get better but hopes for it anyways.