There's a piece of me that can't let go of the fact that she's still a human being. She got pumped full of hateful propoganda and charged in believing she was doing something good, and died for it. And it's an incredibly forceful response to shoot and kill someone in a situation like that, idk.
Am I crying over it? Not at all. She'd probably want to kill me and you and a lot of people we care about, she's a vet who thought breaching a door like that was a safe idea, she's also a vet, I could go on.
There's a nugget of empathy rattling around in me that keeps me from completely jumping up and down over this, maybe it's misguided, maybe because her beliefs aren't fully on display at that moment. It's an internal thing for me and I definitely won't scold anyone but you asked and I can kind of understand where those people are coming from.
What makes you say that? Just curious, I just know she's an Air Force vet with 4? tours so the possibility she's just a veteran Q believer is higher than operative in my book, but if there's specifics to her career I'd like to learn about it