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[–] [email protected] 2 points 1 day ago

You can download the APK from elsewhere and use it from what I have seen

[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 week ago (1 children)

And I'm saying they were coerced into it because of the poor handling of public funding for universities thus making it the governments fault that sometimes people got fucked by loans no matter what degree they got.

To advocate for fixing a systemic problem and not also advocate for fixing what the systemic problem has caused is weird. Fixing these issues aren't exclusive like you seem to think they are.

[–] [email protected] 20 points 1 week ago (9 children)

I'm genuinely confused by this? I know CompSci and engineering majors that are having trouble with loans and are you saying that they should have tried a more profitable degree... What?

[–] [email protected] 7 points 1 week ago (2 children)

Well if we get good transport, I'm going to ride it duh

[–] [email protected] 33 points 1 week ago (8 children)

I can't wait for the US to finally have decent public transport, I hate having to drive for everything

[–] [email protected] 6 points 1 week ago

I have had a similar expierence with this, my mother would mostly ignore my input if I didn't or did want to do something or if I knew she was wrong she would still ignore me and then find out she was wrong and rarely acknowledge I was right.

I never thought about this affecting me until I was watching an interview with a psychologist about 2 years ago and I really resonated with part of it but it never left my mind. Recently I rewatched it and part a different part of it resonated deeper when the guy talked about disagreeing with his parents even though they thought they were right and they listened.... I was unsure of what exactly that part was resonating with so I listened to it again. I decided to mix up drink shake mixture but I couldn't bring myself to do it for some reason I was just locked up about making the drink for like 10 min even though I know I wanted to make the drink. While trying to get myself to do it.

I noticed that there were internal voices that sounded different one was saying

do I want to go thought the effort to clean the shaker though

The other one though was saying

do you even want the drink

AND THEN IT HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK--THE 2ND WAS MY MOTHERS VOICE

Then I was hit with and started processing all the anger, sadness, and anxiety that I felt and didn't realize I had pent up because of her ignoring me and brushing me off.

Its a tough thing to process and work through, I still am, but I feel better as a person now and more in control of my actions after the realization.

If I had to recommend anything to help, I would say let yourself feel those feelings you were repressing let them out in safe manners like writing down how you feel about stuff or hell I just let myself cry for like an hour after the dam burst it made me feel a lot better. Of course a therapist could help you too but the above two can help otherwise.

Also HealthyGamerGG is a really good YouTube channel with a lot of resources about mental health, it's where the interview I was watching happened.

I wish you the best on your journey

[–] [email protected] 8 points 2 weeks ago

My guess is with the new studio came with ramping up of more idol and socal activities. I could easily see this becoming overwhelming for her. She's an introvert who wants to game and stream. We will 100% see her again

[–] [email protected] 1 points 3 weeks ago (1 children)

I turned down my graphics settings so part 2 would be easier to interpret lol

[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 weeks ago

My mimic tear got his one braincell fixed, let's goo!

[–] [email protected] 21 points 3 weeks ago

You know, I'll take it at this point

 
 
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