tok

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[–] tok 1 points 1 year ago (9 children)

free time to actually do stuff without feeling guilty? the dream.

what do you do now? is it bearable?

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (13 children)

what's your job! 😭

[–] tok 1 points 1 year ago

yes. a bit. until we added Strattera to the mix

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I usually upvote but today is not a good day. personal stuff happened. depressed blabla I'll feel better after sleeping

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

I've set up a reminder in 2 weeks

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (1 children)

done. I've upvoted all your replies

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (9 children)

I've tried wellbutrin before. before I was on any stimulants.

wellbutrin made me sedated af. after a few weeks it was a Lil better and less sedated but still.. didn't notice anything besides the sedated part

what fucked me bareback with aids was Strattera. only took 80mg for a month ing August and it was fucking bad. full body goose bumps for no reason. weird feelings, and it also made me depressed. which continues I guess. my situation in life doesn't help either but still. I was sort of fine while taking 72mg concerta.

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (11 children)

chronical withdrawal? damn. you're scaring me. a bit. what exactly do you mean?

if I stop taking it. 5 months from now, without taking it, will I still feel the withdrawal or something?

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (17 children)

I've already read the entire wiki, posts, everything I could find. the issue seems to be the dosages. recreational usage is like 1-10g or more. with such low dosage not sure I'll feel something even If I stop cold turkey.

3 pills per day. 12.5mg each. she said to space it out. breakfast, lunch, dinner

2nd day on 37.5.mg. don't feel much. maybe a bit less anxiety. she said it takes over a month to feel the effects. huh lol. next consult is in January. not sure what to feel or believe. Just depressed in general lol

i have the awareness of a potato so... if it's not an obvious feeling, I'll just discard it without thinking about it.

edit: in the past I've stopped taking 72mg for a week (after taking it daily for 3 months or something) and felt.. a bit of a headache. maybe.

[–] tok 2 points 1 year ago (19 children)

she offered 1st based on possible side effects I wanted to avoid (other antidepressants I tried like fluoxetine affected my sex life, in a negative way). I hadn't read anything about it.

[–] tok 6 points 1 year ago (1 children)

maybe one of the big filters for intelligent life in the universe is greed

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