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I hate being manic! (hexbear.net)
submitted 2 months ago by [email protected] to c/[email protected]

All I want to do is fight and fuck and drink myself to death, I know they're all bad ideas but it's so hard to stop myself. I live angry at everything all of the time. People avoid me, which makes sense as I can rage at a seconds notice.

This episode is just starting, so far I've been handling it better then past ones but I have anywhere between another month to another year stuck in this state. I don't even get the cool manic energy that lets you crank out a book or something else worth while. I just have constant nervous energy that can't be put to any use. Fortunately I have pets, if I didn't have to be responsible for them I think I'd bounce on my whole life. I know that's a classic bi-polar feeling and will seem like a terrible idea when I come out of this but fuck every thing and everyone sucks. (except for you guys Care-Comrade )

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[-] [email protected] 9 points 2 months ago

Mania can be a heck of a state, but experiencing it with anger sounds very difficult. I occasionally get productiveness, but usually I just find there are certain games or topics I can channel all my sudden obsession into. For me it's all about consciously using them outlets; Though I'm jealous of the pets.

Hope you get to continue handling this bout better meow-hug

[-] [email protected] 3 points 2 months ago

Apparently anger isn't the most common symptom but I just got lucky.

[-] [email protected] 6 points 2 months ago

I'm sorry, yo. Been there, that shit is awful. I hope it passes soon. meow-hug

[-] [email protected] 3 points 2 months ago

Give pets extra cuddles on my behalf cuddle

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