This may sound insane but it's not. As a former gym rat I can tell you that if you go to your nearest body building gym and ask the biggest guy there if he could hook you up with injectable Test E, you will find a source real quick.
CrookedSerpent
joined 4 years ago
Exactly how I felt. Like there was a veil over my emotions that was lifted by HRT.
Haha I'm the total opposite. I made the mistake of going to karaoke with some friends (some of whom I wasn't out as trans with) and I had to chose between sounding like a dying vulture but continuing to pass, or singing okay but outing myself... I chose the dying vulture XD
I've never worn makeup in my life and I am stealth, and Im friends with other trans women who pass without makeup as well. HRT really does work, but honestly, passing is about way more than just HRT or lazer or makeup, or behaviors, or voice training. It's a skill and the only way to get better at it is to do it and do it for long periods of time. Trying your best to pass through all those methods above at all times for long periods of times WILL yield results, much more than just doing HRT and waiting.
Oh im out to all my freinds, I dont need the stress in my life of being stealth arround freinds. And like, all I'll say is, obviously you need to protect yourslef, but dont let fear be the primary motivator in your life. Its not worth it.
It's not even November yet and we get out first snowstorm plus it's already pitch black for half the day... Ugh 😫 how do people NOT get seasonally depressed?
I've told men I'm trans after being intimate before and if anything that just makes them less likely to lose interest, tho I do admit I absolutely could have just gotten lucky and dodged a bunch of bullets, cuz yeah I know that some men will respond violently.
I really do get wanting to remain stealth. Getting to just live life as a "normal" person for the first time In your entire life is kinda indescribable, and I've definitely had periods of time where I wanted to do only that. There are trade offs tho, as I'm sure you know, and it's up to you to decide if the price is really worth it.
Dating apps as a stealth trans girl dating straight guys is dreadful. I've met the people I have through random life circumstance mostly, just being out in life doing things and meeting cool people. And like, I'm not going to tell you how to live your life, but I've told A LOT of men, many of whom I didn't know very well, that I am trans after they have shown interest, and while a significant portion of them dropped interest immediately or reacted with shock, I never felt like I was in danger. Especially if this is a guy who seems cool, who's a mutual friend, Is it really worth letting fear control your life this much? I don't know the answer, but I certainly don't live my life that way.
Idk, I've also dated quite a few cis/hey guys while stealthing (at first) and I've honestly been surprised by how the majority of men are kinda fine about it. Its definitely a problem with getting serious with cis het guys, but almost every guy who's been interested in me before I told them I was trans was still interested after, albeit with a lot of baggage.. lol
Maybe I have just been lucky, has that not been your experience?
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