Kiagz

joined 4 years ago
[–] [email protected] 8 points 5 hours ago

Yeah, I think this was for the best. Hopefully I can find something less back-breaking. I'm also not sure if my ADHD ass could have handled working in such a loud environment thonk-cri

[–] [email protected] 11 points 6 hours ago (2 children)

Industrial laundry, actually. Supposedly working there would have required me to stay bent over for hours at a time. Would have been very bad for my back. meow-hug

[–] [email protected] 16 points 9 hours ago (5 children)

Just got rejected from a job because of my height 🥲

dysphoriaGod, I hate being tall cri Even before my egg cracked I hated it, and now I hate it even more. My life would be so much better if I wasn't tall.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 day ago

I'm too eepy to continue this conversation. I'll just say that we're two different people, and I'm not necessarily capable of doing the same things as you. Maybe I'll figure something out, or maybe not. Who knows.

[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 day ago

Skjønnhet er subjektivt. Når det er sagt, så mener jeg at de fleste byer i Norge er veldig stygg, og det er hovedsaklig på grunn av hvor bilsentrisk de alle er. You pretty much have to live in one of the biggest cities if you want to avoid the suburban sprawl and strip malls. It's part of the reason I want to move.

[–] [email protected] 6 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Idk, seems like a very idealist statement. So much would have to change in order for that to happen. I can't even get hired for the most basic of jobs in the city I currently live in, how am I supposed to get hired for a job in another city? The only possibility I see is if I get another education, but that's not happening anytime soon.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Sounds perfect. I'm very much in the mood for that kind of music

[–] [email protected] 5 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Any of the top 4 biggest cities in Norway

[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 day ago* (last edited 1 day ago) (12 children)

I really want to move to a bigger city and start everything from scratch. Leave all the people and places associated with my my old life behind. But I'm probably just gonna be stuck here forever instead trans-sad

[–] [email protected] 14 points 4 days ago (1 children)

Thinking I should just get a hair transplant done as soon as I can afford it. I know that it's best to get it together with FFS, but that's several years away and I don't want to go that long with this awful hairline.

[–] [email protected] 10 points 4 days ago (5 children)
[–] [email protected] 14 points 4 days ago (1 children)

spoilerNot only that, but my mom also said that detransitioners don't get enough attention in the media badeline-disgust I've been very patient with them since they're my parents, but this has gone on for too long now. If they don't stop bringing this up I'm just gonna stop talking with them.

 

I went from being a happy kid that smiled all the time, enjoyed drawing and had several friends to a pathetic adult with no talents, passion, creativity, friends or a job. Just a worthless and unlovable failure. And recently it's gotten so bad that I've started cutting myself and contemplating suicide. I just don't believe I have what it takes to get my life together, sadly.

 

I'm in desperate need of at least three different types of therapy at this point. General therapy for my abysmal self-image, gender therapy for all my trans related problems, and cognitive behavioral therapy for my ADHD. Feels like I'm so far away from living anything close to a normal, happy life madeline-sadeline

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