Red_sun_in_the_sky

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[–] [email protected] 1 points 13 hours ago

PEACE.... NOT THIS EVENING

[–] [email protected] 1 points 14 hours ago

Billy woods fuckin rules. Most songs of his go hard. Like his stonefruit verse.

[–] [email protected] 5 points 14 hours ago

LARGE SON ;-;

[–] [email protected] 7 points 1 day ago

I mean is this new finding? I'm not shocked. Hell coronavirus seeps into the brain and causes drastic changes apparently. So not surprised that other foreign chemicals are also getting there. Its very agonizing as to how much disregard there is for a healthy standard of life from the liberalised global system.

[–] [email protected] 18 points 1 day ago

Tony cancelliano 🤌

[–] [email protected] 3 points 2 days ago* (last edited 2 days ago)

Whatever happened to gary cooper.

[–] [email protected] 1 points 3 days ago* (last edited 3 days ago)

Pretty long jon :(

[–] [email protected] 5 points 3 days ago

Pretty long jon :(

[–] [email protected] 3 points 4 days ago

What two businesses have been traditionally recession proof since time immemorial?

Certain aspects of showbusiness and Our thing 👉

[–] [email protected] 10 points 5 days ago (2 children)

Ayn rand would drop an epic quote and own him epic style

[–] [email protected] 10 points 5 days ago

Real lack of standards, your generation

[–] [email protected] 9 points 5 days ago* (last edited 5 days ago) (2 children)

Well I am cringe and lame and I look at myself constantly as worthless person. I know that sinking guilt. I can't really fix my anxiety or even my overwhelming need to constantly hate myself.

I just break into agonized crying sometimes just to have some outlet.

Its fine its a dance. I struggle at a lot of things. Sometimes I can't muster enough energy to overcome any anxiety to ask a very general thing so I just give up.

I would twitch or can't visibly be interested in classes and would get endlessly harassed by tecahers. Sometimes in a group I can't really bring myself to be performing in the group no matter what.

Some days are just terrible. At this point I have had more constant clamoring to give life up. But even then I will say it doesn't help me either to constantly feel this guilt. I will just occupy my mind with something else and ignore it.

Hell just some hours ago I was wailing crying listening to 30 by danny brown. I don't know why. Felt like it. I've been miserable for the last two days.

For each terrible time that drags down there will be moment which won't be this. I know its hard to not remember these instances that guilt us but its better to ward em off sometimes.

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