A significant portion of people I was attracted to turned out to be lesbians and I was quite jealous of lesbians because they seemed to have gotten all the interesting girls.
Also even the thought of sex felt very uncomfortable because I would have to be the one filling the male role that I saw as quite discusting.
I was also quite heavily avoiding looking at myself in a mirror. If I accidentally happened to see myself trough a mirror I would be instantly filled with very strong negative feelings that I incorrectly attributed to wrong sources.
A significant portion of people I was attracted to turned out to be lesbians and I was quite jealous of lesbians because they seemed to have gotten all the interesting girls.
Also even the thought of sex felt very uncomfortable because I would have to be the one filling the male role that I saw as quite discusting.
I was also quite heavily avoiding looking at myself in a mirror. If I accidentally happened to see myself trough a mirror I would be instantly filled with very strong negative feelings that I incorrectly attributed to wrong sources.