AdmiralDoohickey

I assume you mean that you euthanized her. If so, you did the right thing comrade. My cat's last months (she had a tumor in her gut) were absolutely brutal, she didn't eat so she lost a ton of weight, she was too weak to climb stuff, she didn't take care of herself etc. My parents didn't want to do it so she just suffered unnecessarily. You have to take care of yourself, she wouldn't want you to suffer like that, I am sure of it

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::: spoiler (CW: dooming and misanthropy) I feel myself getting more misanthropic by the minute. The compassion I have for my fellow man erodes and only rage and envy remains as my situation gets worse and worse wrt to work and neurodivergence. I feel as if nobody can help me, not my partner, not some therapist, not the union at work and especially not some manager or HR person. I am just not built for this world, I doubt I would be able to thrive under socialism either, I am way too broken for this shit. I just want to get laid off and do drugs all day while rotting away, I am so fucking tired. Even if I get an autism assessment I doubt that I will be able to get more remote days at work, those people cannot fathom how debilitating going to the office every day is for me. They actually like and welcome RTO (at least the union reps do). I can't understand them at all. They can't understand me. I am too socially exhausted to try to reach them. What is left for me except becoming another person cast away by the rest of humanity. I don't know. I am sorry for dooming like this, but I can't bother the closest people to me with this anymore, I am afraid I might turn them away.

Sports (I have bad eye-leg/hand coordination so I was always bad at ball games)

FPS games (probably the same reason)

Posting (I am just not particularly funny, and I never remember to post the occasional insight I have)

Try lentils, they have a better texture than beans and they are more flavorful in my opinion. Since I turned vegan they are most of what I eat

It's a category of lentils. Black lentils also exist

How the fuck am I supposed to do fun things for myself while working, when it was nearly impossible even when I was unemployed thanks to executive dysfunction? I feel like I am going insane sometimes

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