Mood 
Kiagz
joined 4 years ago
doomer stuff
Feeling hopeless about social transitioning. I'll never be able to come out of the closet at this rate. 
I was so full of optimism and hope back when I accepted that I was trans, but that's all gone now. I can't reverse the damage the first puberty did to my body, and I cannot live my life as a non-passing trans woman. I'll probably just be stuck boymoding forever. What a miserable existence.
Fucking cis people never have to deal with any of this shit. Why couldn't I just have been born a cis girl? 
I've reached an important milestone! 
CW: Self harm
It's been over 2 weeks since I last cut myself. The large, gaping wound I got from last time scared me so much that I've pretty much completely lost the urge. It opened my eyes and made me realize I was going down the wrong path. It feels so nice to no longer be dealing with this, it really just made everything worse for me.
Like Scott Cawthon. Yet so many young trans people passionately defend him. Same logic as those who say that voting for 
is not an endorsement of genocide.
Sick again, feeling like shit. Hope it's just the flu
amber whataboutism volcel police
Couldn't agree more. I love my 
so much! The size and shape is just perfect for cuddles 
Platonic cuddles! 
So I'll have to force myself to use discord if I ever want to make any friends? Great...
transphobia, weaponization of detransitioners
The disproportionate amount of media attention detransitioners get is so frustrating, and I hate how often my parents insist on bringing it up such articles. I hate how my parents always try to defend and justify the gatekeeping healthcare system. They always have to play devil's advocate and try to "see things from their perspective". I've told them before that detransitioners are a small minority, yet they keep bringing it up.I would love it if they could just shut the fuck up and never talk to me about anything that has to do with being trans or transitioning ever again. I'm so done with cis people, can't trust them for shit.