Mood

We're never gonna get to join the interstellar society.

And spent like 10 looking at and configuring mods. It's a great pre-game!

From the river to sea!

Seriously almost all of my friends have kids now and no one has time to hang out anymore. This is bullshit and must stop!

I just have to get this off my chest but I can't talk about it too anyone who knows me in real life.

About ten years I started a new job an instantly hit off with a co-worker. We had a ton of similar interests and she was super easy for my anti social self to talk too And holy shit the level of pure chemistry we had, I didn't even know that was possible. Only problem was I was married and she was engaged.

Over the next couple years we managed to keep our hands off each other only because one of us anyways had to stay sober enough to drop the other off and we both knew drunk consent isn't consent. We became the kinda friends that know things about each other no other person does. But things never went farther than the rare nude or a hand that would linger too long in passing.

Once I quit that job we both broke off all contact and I haven't talked to her since. I'm married thirteen years now, last I checked she was married with kids. And yet I still can't get her out of my mind. All of my best dreams are about her. I honestly think that if there was one thing I could fix about my life it would be to go back and make it work with her.

This is a really shitty feeling I haven't been able to get over for ten years. Maybe getting it out there will help and this ain't the kind of shit I could tell anyone in real life.

https://awesome-con.com/

Not 100% sure I'll make it but it's love to grab a beer and play some games with some fellow hexbears. I've had a shit ton of fun both times I've been. If anyone's on the fence it's totally worth it for at least Saturday only ticket.

I've decided I want to learn how to sing but there are a billion youtube videos claiming to teach you how and I have no idea assess them. If anyone with some musical talent can point me in the right direction I'd greatly appreciate it.

Watched Fist of the Condor yesterday, it was only mid tier but it defiantly whetted my apatite for more south american martial arts. My spanish is shit and doing a web search in english isn't turning up much so any one have some recommendations? Also a spanish torrent site would be great cause the few movies I've found on other torrent site are almost all dubbed.

As with most "drugs" 90% of the information out there is fear mongering, most of it talking about bad trips not so much physical effects except nausea. Are bad trips and depression really that common? The only other psychedelic I've done is dmt and never had a bad experience so I guess I'm not overly worried but would love some info from people who have used it.

Go forth and dunk my hogs!