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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago

nothing of note has happened yet. just clashes in Islamabad and Lahore and party workers are being arrested from everywhere. the Shanghai Cooperation Organization (SCO) Summit is on the 15th and it seems the state is gonna clean up everything before then. i don't see the protestors gaining anything from this and it's pointless to expect some serious revolutionary strategy from Imran Khan's party since they are essentially just libs.

but then again, as daddy US crumbles so has the cognitive ability of the puppet state in PK. so you never know

[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

this is so disappointing

[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 month ago

thanks, that's reassuring :)

 

so i've been in therapy for a couple years and it's been working sort of. like i've gotten better at processing and understanding my shit. so instead of being lost in a forest, i feel like i'm following a trail in the forest.

anyway the only problem was that while i was dealing with all that internal turmoil, i wasn't able to prevent physical symptoms. which had gotten very severe in the past few months. the palpitations, fidgeting and bad sleep were one part. but more frustrating was my increasing inability to just do things. i just wanted to be left alone and not leave my room and not see anyone. but i've done isolation before and really really did not want to go down that path again. so i discussed it with my therapist and visited a psych today, idk what i expected but Doc basically said your anxiety is a lot and there is way too much noise in your head. and prescribed me Fluoxetine and Propranolol daily. and Trazodone only on nights i'm struggling with sleep. but they said it's apparent i'm doing work at therapy because i'm connecting things very well, but i need meds to support my current inner work because otherwise it's very hard on me.

i was just kinda unprepared i guess so i told the Doc i'll think about it. sorry for the long ass text but i'd love any advice really. is there any point in getting a second opinion from someone else? or is this fairly normal and i should take the meds? i took propranolol a few years back for migraines so i know that's fairly low-risk, but idk about Fluoxetine (never took SSRIs) and i'm probably gonna skip the Trazodone.

[–] [email protected] 25 points 1 month ago (5 children)

i'm crying who came up with King Bazinga i-cant

[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

the only connection i made up till now was that before covid i used to get a cold or flu like once a year and it was always a very similar pattern where you would be back up in a couple days. post covid tho it just feels like i'm sick all the time, i think i've been out with a cold/flu like 4 times this year already and there's a quarter left.

but for the past couple years my ADHD has also been incredibly difficult. it hasn't been this bad my whole life and i assumed that it was just because of circumstances. but it would be useful to see if this is a common experience post covid

[–] [email protected] 24 points 9 months ago (1 children)

this is a tough one because South Asia's history is mixed with tons of propaganda. in fact, it's a coming-of-age type thing here when one has read enough history to understand the real version. basically there are hundreds of incidents that took place in gaining independence from the british (early 1900s), to the partition (1947), and the separate histories of India, Pakistan and Bangladesh (post 1947) which are even more messy due to events like the Cold War and atomic race. This means there are three versions of history: colonial british, Indian and Pakistani. there are resources by leftists and communists but i haven't seen anything in English or new because leftists were heavily persecuted in the 80s and have basically not produced literature since.

i'll try to find if there's something short and accurate enough, but if not you can use the wiki article on the partition to get an idea of the timeline.

[–] [email protected] 53 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) (3 children)

Nothing pisses me off more than US government officials saying they are "disturbed" by the way elections are being conducted in Pakistan. Well, yes, we had a really hard fucking time and who's fault was it? Ilhan Omar tweeting "I call on the State Department to refrain from recognizing the results until credible" makes me want to rip my hair out. How dare you put on this patronizing act.

The election itself has been something else. Violence, shootings, bombs, jailed leaders, cell/internet blackout, 🍆 as an election symbol, parties divided within themselves, the winning party using a fucking AI generated version of their leader for speeches because the real person is jailed.

This is a good article if anyone wants a non-doomer overview of it all. But it's quite tragic that despite so much resistance, the US-backed military continues to tear apart this society.

[–] [email protected] 7 points 9 months ago* (last edited 9 months ago) (1 children)

I agree that misogyny is directly tied to this, but I also agree with @[email protected] that role models for teenagers is the answer. Whenever I'm doing anticapitalist propaganda while talking to men, I always touch on misogyny with it. Because both are related to empathy, someone who is truly empathic will fight both capitalism and misogyny. I refuse to believe teenagers are looking for reasons to hate women, they are angry and rebellious and looking for anything to validate their insecurities. When they find scum like Tate they think they found the bible, not because they understand the ideology, but just because he's contrarian and is talking about things relevant to teenage boys. @[email protected] mentioned how easy it is to flip these ideas and that honestly works because these are kids, all we have to do is make them feel they're seen.

Edit: also this isn't just a social media scene with Tate or whatever, it's everywhere. If the kid looks to his dad, he's a misogynist. If he looks to older boys, they're misogynists. The only answer to validation teen boys get is rooted in hatred for women.

[–] [email protected] 40 points 10 months ago* (last edited 10 months ago) (2 children)

Pakistan strikes terrorist hideouts in Iran after airspace violation by Tehran.

“Over the last several years, in our engagements with Iran, Pakistan has consistently shared its serious concerns about the safe havens and sanctuaries enjoyed by Pakistani origin terrorists calling themselves Sarmachars on the ungoverned spaces inside Iran. Pakistan also shared multiple dossiers with concrete evidence of the presence and activities of these terrorists,” the statement on Thursday morning said.

“However, because of lack of action on our serious concerns, these so-called Sarmachars continued to spill the blood of innocent Pakistanis with impunity. This morning’s action was taken in light of credible intelligence of impending large-scale terrorist activities by these so called Sarmachars.

“This action is a manifestation of Pakistan’s unflinching resolve to protect and defend its national security against all threats. The successful execution of this highly complex operation is also a testimony to the professionalism of the Pakistan Armed Forces.”

“Pakistan will continue to take all necessary steps to preserve the safety and security of its people which is sacrosanct, inviolable and sacred,” said MOFA.

The statement stressed that Pakistan “fully respects the sovereignty and territorial integrity of the Islamic Republic of Iran”, adding “the sole objective of today’s act was in pursuit of Pakistan’s own security and national interest which is paramount and cannot be compromised”.

“As a responsible member of the international community, Pakistan upholds the principles and purposes of the UN Charter including territorial integrity and sovereignty of member states. Guided by these principles, and in exercise of our legitimate rights within international law, Pakistan will never allow its sovereignty and territorial integrity to be challenged, under any pretext or circumstances.

Iran is a brotherly country and the people of Pakistan have great respect and affection for the Iranian people. We have always emphasised dialogue and cooperation in confronting common challenges including the menace of terrorism and will continue to endeavour to find joint solutions.“

[–] [email protected] 10 points 1 year ago

I'm not too informed on this either, since I've seen both both Palestinians and Israelis mention it, but the Zionist concept refers to the first Jewish state as the one founded by King David (from the Hebrew Bible) and the second during the Second Temple era (which would be roughly 2100 years ago).

[–] [email protected] 21 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Israel is the third Jewish state and in its 75th year, the first two also broke apart in their eighth decade

[–] [email protected] 90 points 1 year ago (1 children)

He's still got it

 

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