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[–] [email protected] 4 points 1 hour ago (2 children)

Could someone tell me where the good gateway is? I've only found the bad one susie-confused

[–] [email protected] 7 points 2 hours ago (1 children)

what's a good toy for a beginner bottom?

Start with something on the smaller side so you can get used to it. Like not something so small that it's not pleasurable but don't be a hero on your very first try. Once you get comfortable you can buy something bigger and keep the original as a warm-up toy. Plug or dildo works, basic toys are usually pretty affordable so you can try one of each. Whatever toy you choose make sure it has flared bottom. Silicone is a good body safe material for anal play but glass or metal are options if you want to try something firmer. Don't use silicon lube if you're getting a silicon toy; use water-based lube. You can get condoms so you have less to clean afterwards but obvs that's more cost. Clean every time with soap and water and sanitize often. Method depends on the material; if it's not battery-powered and it's one of the materials I mentioned earlier you can boil for 10 mins. If you get something fancier it usually comes with instructions for care. Oh and if you see a tear in the silicone flare base or a crack in the glass, that toy is done and you need to throw it away immediately.

Sorry if I'm repeating any info you already know, I just wanted to cover everything I could think of.

[–] [email protected] 2 points 3 hours ago

spoilerIt's a struggle for sure. Sucks because not only are there all the usual hurdles related to transitioning but the all-encompassing patriarchal shit raining down at all times that cis women have a entire lifetime to learn how to overcome yet trans women/transfemmes need to fight these two massive battles at once. It can be truly overwhelming

[–] [email protected] 11 points 6 hours ago (2 children)

No I didn't just spend hours doing hair and makeup to take selfies to reaffirm my femininity nuh uh nope

Maybe it's because of the contrast to the pre-hrt photo but I actually think I look good for once? Even pretty??

[–] [email protected] 4 points 7 hours ago (2 children)

spoilerI feel down about my hands sometimes too. The other day some AI gender matching site came up and while I wasn't brave enough to try my face, they did one for hands. I was resigned to accept a bad result for that but then it came up female with a 99% confidence rate and I was just sorta shocked because I kept telling myself how ick they were. Not that the AI is like something that should be taken seriously or worse as gospel but the point is dysphoria is a little demon that whispers lies and make us doubt ourselves and I wish it was easier to see that while we're feeling it

I'm glad you're happy with your hands!

[–] [email protected] 3 points 11 hours ago

Thanks, I appreciate it

[–] [email protected] 4 points 11 hours ago

spoilerWhat can I say except down with cis

I'm sorry that happened to you. It's total and utter asinine bullshit

[–] [email protected] 8 points 21 hours ago (1 children)

spoilerThey use a wiki sort of setup and I feel like this is how they absolve themselves of any liability. Also there's big money backing them so I don't think a lawsuit will happen.

Thanks though, I appreciate it meow-hug

[–] [email protected] 16 points 22 hours ago (7 children)

stalker behavior, dysphoriaOkay so I've been on and off about posting this here because the it's hard to explain while being vague but I have to be vague to avoid doxxing. But I really have to vent so

I never used [music site] before and didn't even know I had an artist page there until literally today when I was jumpscared by my own face. I hate [music site] and their weird ass way they do shit and I fucking loathe whoever uploaded my pre-transition photo without my permission (and I'm 99% sure I know who did it). Also I've never associated my face with my music so it's really creepy to have someone go out of their way to do that. And like I'm searching through the community help and faqs on [music site] and trying to figure out how to change it through whatever the fuck [harry potter ass looking word] is and it looks like the only way to solve this is to bend the knee at the court of moderators and like go into deeply personal dysphoria shit so I can make sure I motivate someone enough to actually get off their ass and remove the photo because judging from comments I've been reading they don't seem to do shit about artist photos most of the time.

I've been getting upset about this on and off all day. I been trying to get my mind off this but I keep ending up back in this headspace. This is not okay.

[–] [email protected] 7 points 1 day ago (2 children)

Fantastic combo

 

Now in it's own post as requested so everyone outside the mega can enjoy too. Here's to another year!

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Sorry for the dark photo, I didn't want to wake him up lol

 

A little over 2 weeks ago, I had once again started working with Godot, determined to finally learn the software so I can bring my many game ideas to life. And then I stumbled and failed as I usually do as my ideas were lofty and my skillset meager. I think it was the Mark Brown video that finally made the (obvious in retrospect) idea sink in that there was no way I can do the more complex games I wanted to make without first having made a bunch of simpler projects to nail down the fundamentals. So instead of trying to follow a grand plan, I just opened up a old tutorial I did and started adding stuff purely by vibes. And it fucking worked because after 2 weeks of intense hyperfocus I was able to put together an actual game that works (so far) and has most of the basics of the genre! Sure it's only 5 minutes long and full of stolen assets but I'm still very pleased with the outcome.

I started with the GDQuest Vampire Survivors tutorial and first decided to change out the graphics and give it a theme. What would be an amusing communist theme? Stalin crushing hordes of fascists. I decided to use Metal Slug assets for most of the characters and weapons (which had the bonus of getting a lot of practice in with animation because holy shit those spritesheets are huge). After I changed the graphics, I gave the solider a death animation instead of just disappearing. I thought the same death every time was boring since the soldiers had so many death animations in Metal Slug, so I made a system for randomly choosing a death scene each time. Then I got nostalgic for cheat codes from old games so I figured out how to add a text input box and made some effects for code matches. Every time I got bored or frustrated with an element I was working on I would come back and add another cheat, sometimes even it was just a bit.

And it sort of fed into itself after that. I went back to the soldier. I wanted an leveling system, so first I needed gems to fall from defeated enemies. Those gave XP which needed to be tracked, then I needed to trigger a level up screen where random options can be chosen. It started with a basic screen where 3 upgrades could be chosen. Then I added dummied weapons into the mix. At first the options could be infinitely chosen, but I was able to limit each option to 5 levels, which each level being a unique upgrade.

I got bored of working on that so I went back to enemies. I made 2 new variations: ones that I thought could have interesting attacks (though I never got around to adding an attack for the pirate variant). Since I didn't want them to appear at the start, I made a game timer and assigned a difficulty counter that increased every minute that changed the enemy loadout and spawning ratios. With all this game info to be tracked I created a UI to track important info. Then I made a boss with multiple attacks, 2 phases, adds, and a custom health bar.

I was creating larger challenges but with my hero only shooting a simple gun, it was time to add weapons. I added 7 in total. An 8th was originally planned for parity with the 8 upgrades, but I never got around to fully implementing it lol.

Then it was just some polishing left, so I added a title screen, credits, game over screen, music, and any sound effects I didn't get around to adding yet. Oh and options, so volume levels and fullscreen mode could be adjusted. And then any last passes for animation adjustments, bugfixes, sound balancing, etc.

I probably did more that I mentioned because it all starts to blur together towards the end. It's still a little janky in areas and I'm sure a lot of my methods and solutions are inefficient but in the end, it still seems to work and that's good enough for a learning project

Here's some screenshots!

Title screen:

Swarmed by enemies:

Using the "gorbachev" cheat:

Level up overlay:

Boss fight:

I have a packed exe that I can put up on a file sharing site if that's allowed here and anyone expresses interest in trying it out

Links to the game:

Windows version

Linux version

 

Brain hurty but I'm gonna keep at it

 

Hi all, I've completely run out of money and I have a couple needs coming up soon. I need to pay my phone bill and my partner needs to send off time-sensitive documents for their disability claim soon. I think I should be able to get by with $30.

 
 
 
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