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The Great Pueblo Revolt, or Pueblo Revolt (1680–1696), was a 16-year period in the history of the American southwest when the Pueblo people overthrew the Spanish conquistadors and began to rebuild their communities. The events of that period have been viewed over the years as a failed attempt to permanently expel Europeans from the pueblos, a temporary setback to Spanish colonization, a glorious moment of independence for the Pueblo people of the American southwest, or part of a larger movement to purge the Pueblo world of foreign influence and return to traditional ways of life. It was no doubt a bit of all four.

The Spanish first entered the northern Rio Grande region in 1539 and its control was cemented in place by the 1599 siege of Acoma pueblo by Don Vicente de Zaldivar and a few score of soldier colonists from the expedition of Don Juan de Oñate. At Acoma's Sky City, Oñate's forces killed 800 people and captured 500 women and children and 80 men. After a "trial," everyone over the age of 12 was enslaved; all men over 25 had a foot amputated. Roughly 80 years later, a combination of religious persecution and economic oppression led to a violent uprising in Santa Fe and other communities of what is today northern New Mexico. It was one of the few successful—if temporary—forceful stoppages of the Spanish colonial juggernaut in the New World.

Life Under the Spanish

As they had done in other parts of the Americas, the Spanish installed a combination of military and ecclesiastical leadership in New Mexico. The Spanish established missions of Franciscan friars in several pueblos to specifically break up the Indigenous religious and secular communities, stamp out religious practices and replace them with Christianity. Active efforts to convert the Pueblo people to Christianity involved destroying kivas and other structures, burning ceremonial paraphernalia in public plazas, and using accusations of witchcraft to imprison and execute traditional ceremonial leaders.

The government also established an encomienda system, allowing up to 35 leading Spanish colonists to collect tribute from the households of a particular pueblo. Hopi oral histories report that the reality of the Spanish rule included forced labor, the seduction of Hopi women, raiding of kivas and sacred ceremonies, harsh punishment for failing to attend mass, and several rounds of drought and famine.

Growing Unrest

While the Pueblo Revolt of 1680 was the event that (temporarily) removed the Spanish from the southwest, it was not the first attempt. The Pueblo people had offered resistance throughout the 80-year period following the conquest. Public conversions didn't (always) lead to people giving up their traditions but rather drove the ceremonies underground. The Jemez (1623), Zuni (1639) and Taos (1639) communities each separately (and unsuccessfully) revolted. There also were multi-village revolts that took place in the 1650s and 1660s, but in each case, the planned revolts were discovered and the leaders executed.

The Pueblos were independent societies before Spanish rule, and fiercely so. What led to the successful revolt was the ability to overcome that independence and coalesce. Some scholars think it was a millenarian movement, and have pointed to a population collapse in the 1670s resulting from a devastating epidemic that killed off an estimated 80% of the Indigenous population, and it became clear that the Spanish were unable to explain or prevent epidemic diseases or calamitous droughts. In some respects, the battle was one of whose god was on whose side: both Pueblo and Spanish sides identified the mythical character of certain events, and both sides believed the events involved supernatural intervention.

Nonetheless, the suppression of Indigenous practices became particularly intense between 1660 and 1680, and one of the main reasons for the successful revolt appears to have occurred in 1675 when then-governor Juan Francisco de Trevino arrested 47 "sorcerers," one of whom was Po'pay of San Juan Pueblo.

Leadership

Po'Pay (or Popé) was a Tewa religious leader, and he was to become a key leader and perhaps primary organizer of the rebellion. Po'Pay may have been key, but there were plenty of other leaders in the rebellion. Domingo Naranjo, a man of African and Indigeneous heritage, is often cited, and so are El Saca and El Chato of Taos, El Taque of San Juan, Francisco Tanjete of San Ildefonso, and Alonzo Catiti of Santo Domingo.

Under the rule of colonial New Mexico, the Spanish deployed ethnic categories ascribing "Pueblo" to lump linguistically and culturally diverse people into a single group, establishing dual and asymmetric social and economic relationships between the Spanish and Pueblo people. Po'pay and the other leaders appropriated this to mobilize the disparate and decimated villages against their colonizers.

August 10–19, 1680

After eight decades of living under foreign rule, Pueblo leaders fashioned a military alliance that transcended longstanding rivalries. For nine days, together they besieged the capital of Santa Fe and other pueblos. In this initial battle, over 400 Spanish military personnel and colonists and 21 Franciscan missionaries lost their lives: the number of Pueblo people who died is unknown. Governor Antonio de Otermin and his remaining colonists retreated in ignominy to El Paso del Norte (what is today Cuidad Juarez in Mexico).

Witnesses said that during the revolt and afterward, Po'Pay toured the pueblos, preaching a message of nativism and revivalism. He ordered the Pueblo people to break up and burn the images of Christ, the Virgin Mary, and other saints, to burn the temples, smash the bells, and separate from the wives the Christian church had given them.

Revitalization and Reconstruction

Between 1680 and 1692, despite the efforts of the Spanish to recapture the region, the Pueblo people rebuilt their kivas, revived their ceremonies and reconsecrated their shrines. People left their mission pueblos at Cochiti, Santo Domingo and Jemez and built new villages, such as Patokwa (established in 1860 and made up of Jemez, Apache/Navajos and Santo Domingo pueblo people), Kotyiti (1681, Cochiti, San Felipe and San Marcos pueblos), Boletsakwa (1680–1683, Jemez and Santo Domingo), Cerro Colorado (1689, Zia, Santa Ana, Santo Domingo) There were many others.

The architecture and settlement planning at these new villages was a new compact, dual-plaza form, a departure from the scattered layouts of mission villages. Liebmann and Pruecel have argued that this new format is what the builders considered a "traditional" village, based on clan moieties. Some potters worked on reviving traditional motifs on their glaze-ware ceramics, such as the doubled-headed key motif, which originated fro, 1400–1450.

New social identities were created, blurring the traditional linguistic-ethnic boundaries that defined Pueblo villages during the first eight decades of colonization. Inter-Pueblo trade and other ties between Pueblo people were established, such as new trade relationships between Jemez and Tewa people which became stronger during the revolt era than they had been in the 300 years before 1680.

Reconquest Attempts by the Spanish to reconquer the Rio Grande region began as early as 1681 when the former governor Otermin attempted to take back Santa Fe. Others included Pedro Romeros de Posada in 1688 and Domingo Jironza Petris de Cruzate in 1689—Cruzate's reconquest was particularly bloody, his group destroyed Zia pueblo, killing hundreds of residents. But the uneasy coalition of independent pueblos wasn't perfect: without a common enemy, the confederation broke into two factions: the Keres, Jemez, Taos and Pecos against the Tewa, Tanos, and Picuris.

The Spanish capitalized on the discord to make several reconquest attempts, and in August of 1692, the new governor of New Mexico Diego de Vargas, initiated his own reconquest, and this time was able to reach Santa Fe and on August 14 proclaimed the "Bloodless Reconquest of New Mexico." A second abortive revolt occurred in 1696, but after it failed, the Spanish remained in power until 1821 when Mexico declared independence from Spain.

Ysleta del Sur Pueblo

The Tribal community known as "Tigua" established Ysleta del Sur in 1682. After leaving the homelands of Quarai Pueblo due to drought, the Tigua sought refuge at Isleta Pueblo and were later captured by the Spanish during the 1680 Pueblo Revolt and forced to walk south for over 400 miles. The Tigua settled and built the Ysleta del Sur Pueblo and, soon after, the acequia (canal) system that sustained a thriving agricultural-based community.

A BRIEF HISTORY OF THE PUEBLO REVOLT

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[–] [email protected] 20 points 1 month ago (1 children)

It will never be lost on me how there was a tv show on the history channel basically claiming that non-European civilizations had no understanding of math or science, so their creations must have been produced by aliens

That’s seriously part of the plot of a Vonnegut novel

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[–] [email protected] 18 points 1 month ago (1 children)

That's so funny no one cares that trunp almost got his head exploded a few weeks ago

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[–] [email protected] 17 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (5 children)

whyd my gf call her dang mom when i told her i was gonna vacuum angery now i gotta wait

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[–] [email protected] 17 points 1 month ago (4 children)

Wop wop breakup hours who up

Feel like I’ll die alone lol had probably one of fhe last relationships that didn’t start on a dating app (still online tho)

Shit sucks, thought I found the one. Back to posting it is!

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 month ago (2 children)

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 month ago (3 children)

My fat cat has devoted the entirety of her little walnut brain to being good at stealing food. She's so fucking sneaky creeping up on her sister's food dish and she's figured out how to fucking hamster cheek food and run off with it to eat later. Like what the fuck. She's so dumb but when it comes to stealing food she's metal gear chungus

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 month ago (1 children)

last Friday before two weeks of time off, my body is ready and I ain't doing shit but running out the clock

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Having been at this engineering company for a month or so, holy shit everyone in this industry is at best a "center right" lib.

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Imane Khelif won gold, the most satisfying Olympic win.

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[–] [email protected] 16 points 1 month ago (2 children)

why is every non-grotesque looking middle-aged male politician treated like your cool nice dad who loves you by the media

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[–] [email protected] 15 points 1 month ago (2 children)

Right now trying to workshop an idea/essay/post to critique the western marxist call to action "organise, mutual aid, vote" as the end form of leftist politics. In a way, using marxist ideas to modify (or upgrade) liberalism to be more just/moral. Marxist analysis is undeniable, so it must be co-opted. At the same time I think struggle (unions, mutual aid orgs etc.) within the current system is completely justified, I'm no accelerationist. I just think it is interesting from an ideological point of view that for a lot of Western leftists, marxism exists as an extension of liberalism (in the sense of ensuring individual rights i guess), rather than its rejection. For example, I often hear that to really achieve the "american dream" you have to join a union or vote for socdems, without criticizing the initial premise of the american dream. P.S. this was motivated by a youtube person who I thought was revolutionary actually having rather moderate socdem takes (I probably should have expected this).

I am sure there is an article like this on redsails or something, or maybe a thread here that I've missed?

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[–] [email protected] 15 points 1 month ago (2 children)

was watching a DougDoug Skyrim video when he mentions that he took like 2 hours to code a pretty straightforward counter. I'm like perplexed on how it took that long so I go to the VOD and the first thing he does is open chatgpt to ask it how to do it and it suddenly explains the extra 1 hour 50 minutes lmfao

gonna be an interesting two hours watching this man try to use chatgpt over just reading the wiki lol

perfect encapsulation of this meme

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[–] [email protected] 15 points 1 month ago

Guy in YouTube talking about old resident evil said 'tank-ey controls'. I heard it as tankie controls and will be rotating in place to turn from now on

[–] [email protected] 15 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (9 children)

Got an order around 7 for 25 large pizzas for a 9 o'clock takeout. We are generally a quality over quantity kinda place and a takeout order for more than like 6 big pizzas is usually called in a day ahead. Not tonight AND it was busy, about 10 of these 25 pizzas needed normalized onion which we were outnof and while trying to do an emergency fast supply this one dude kept fucking stirring them. Which don't, I wanted that bottom layer to go fast so.we could use it and despite me and the chef constantly being this dude to just walk the fuck away and fo other work he just stood there. Stirring and saying nothing back. The chef is a coward who needs to feel liked so, once again, I get to be the asshole and tell him yo get away from that pot and keep making orders. Having the chef in can be such a pain cause I am so much more of a hard ass than he is. I'm not mean about it but I am willing to direct people more directly than he is. I will give people a specific task and if they're going off course I course correct instead of being too nervous to be the boss during service. And the general feedback is that some direct leadership is preferred. It's super wird the chef is the guy most willing to let chaos reign

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago (2 children)

I love the fact that the website for my state insurance shows a big list of therapists that are covered by my insurance, and then when I look up the therapists it turns out that they actually don't take the insurance and if I went I would have to pay full, very cool! i'm not angry at all right now

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

somwtimes people on here know abot computers and i dont liek that. theyll be like "my HZAP 200120 has less squams than my previous JPPPPPP, but it also has Zedorf software so its better". it makes me feel like the tough guy in a 90s movie who shouts "in English!" when the tech nerd says a bunch of numbers

[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Playing Mass Effect: Andromeda and it reminded me of a little thing that really bugs me in media like it where people settle or exile or crash on a completely isolated location fraught with danger and immediately institute capitalism. Like not even for one second is mutual cooperation and resource sharing, even temporarily while getting a foothold, entertained.

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

Why doesn't Ukraine simply vote Russia out

[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

So it turns out there's some comedy in the Starliner fiasco. The specific Starliner vehicle docked at the ISS is named Calypso. NASA named it that in reference to Jacques Cousteau's ship. But in Homer's "Odyssey", Calypso was a nymph who trapped Odysseus on the island of Ogygia against his will for seven years.

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago (1 children)

jerma-psycho IHATEWINDOWSIHATEWINDOWSIHATEWINDOWS

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago (11 children)

Beaches are whack. As if the ocean is for fun and play. The ocean is meant to be stared at longingly while standing on an isolated wharf while smoking a pipe or unfiltered cigarette.

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago (18 children)

Just finished my first full week of card counting, made $1700 🎉

According to CVCX this is almost bang on my expected result.

This weekend I'm gonna take a break from playing to practice a new bet spread that's a bit harder to remember, but should bump my weekly potential up to $2500. I also gotta keep working on my deviations, cuz they're not where I want them to be.

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

wasted my fucking weekend yayyyyyy sleepless

[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

The general megathread will not be forgotten

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[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago (3 children)

FYI we found an unlocked old mega and we're just in there chilling making jokes at your expense. Not telling you which one though

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago

IF YOU WANT TO DESTROY MY SWEATER

HOLD THIS THREAD AS I WALK AWAY

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago

Whenever I'm reading I can always vibe out whether or not someone is a Marxist (it's very obvious if they engage in materialism), but I can also vibe out whether someone is actually a communist or if they suck. I was reading Habermas the other day and could tell he was a Marxist, but I also got bad vibes, so i went to check his wikipedia, and sure enough, he supports Israel

[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (6 children)

Did you know you can shit yourself stupid? If you're constipated and then take a shit, you can lose access to your long-term-memory for a while.
Do you know the feeling of when you've taken a huge shit and you feel like a new person? Yeah that's actually possible. You don't need to meditate to reach nirvana, just don't shit and then shit

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (1 children)

Union busting but it's just jackin it with your co-workers

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (10 children)

not only is trying to reclaim ‘ZOG’ entirely destructive towards any optics and fundamentally uncomfortable but it’s also completely stale and unilluminating at this point within the circles said discourse is happening in. the US government has a vested interest in the maintenance of Israel. first month-type discourse. edge for the sake of edge. it’s literally just wearing a giant shirt that says “I love making people uncomfortable” and smirking at the people who take heed and dip like what’s even the point here

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (1 children)

As of September 1st i'll have health insurance again for the first time in 7 years. It's like a 5k deductible $30 doctor visit, 70% coinsurance thing and idk what that means

I was prescribed adderall for the adhd a while back and idk how to go about getting back on that. I don't want to be all "so hey i had a adderall prescription for like 5 years for adhd then lost my insurance, can i get them drugs again" if it'll make me look like i have Drug Seeking Behavior (tm) but i think that'd be nice if i could get it again and also get something for insomnia again so i can maybe try to stop drinking without worrying as much about sleep but again lol controlled substances

I also should probably be seen for like the many things about my body i've been ignoring and hoping won't kill me but idk how to go about that and it's not like i've kept a strict journal of fucked up symptoms so ahhhhhhh

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (3 children)
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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (11 children)

I really want to get into stand up comedy, but I'm too scared to go to an open mic. I love to tell stories and entertain people and I think I could be good at it, but I don't know how to start. I also feel like I'm too old to begin now, I'm in my late 20's. Most comics I know started in their teens or very early 20's at the latest.

I'd also like to get paid for writing. I feel like I'm pretty good at it, I get a lot of positive feedback, but I have no idea how to get into the industry.

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (2 children)
[–] [email protected] 14 points 1 month ago

Somebody has to find the bunny cop guy. We need to read his review

[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

fucking racist old white boomers. me and my dad went somewhere, which was nice, but some old white lady was saying some crap to her elderly friends nearby.

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (2 children)
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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago

turning into a third-worldist from watching the olympics

[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

atomic cringemy ~~girlfriend~~ (not yet) ~~not-girlfriend~~ (too negative) ~~situationship~~ (dumb term and too negative) undefined lover got a new haircut that's just a teensy bit genderfucky she looks sooooooooo cute i cant wait til the next time i see her in person lenin-heart

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (9 children)

my girl told me i was merely "twink adjacent" when i texted her to settle a dispute with my friend this week and frankly, i have never felt less seen in my life.

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

rewatched joker 2019 recently crossfaded and they really wussed out not just ending it on arthur dancing on the cop car. had to tack on a scene of Totally Unjustifiable Violence w/ the arkham therapist to rob you of the powerful ambiguity of what you just saw. honestly even though i get what he's doing is adventurist at best, misappropriated serial killer shit at worst, i really do just feel happy for him when he finally feels some semblance of love and validation dancing up there. it feels so triumphant. remains a simple-but-powerful flick 5 years on IMO (by accident since todd phillips is a fr*ggin anti-union chud).

i'll peep the sequel but i have no expectations it'll be good (b/c again, todd phillips). but yeah still fw joker 2019, 9/10 (numerical grades r stupid)

EDIT: that said the shot of him smoking a cigarette and saying "you wouldn't get it" in arkham is a fricken vibe. maybe they coulda just ended it there intercut with the waynes being shot or some shit and not had him implied to have killed the shrink.

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago (3 children)

Nine days until I have to work again lets-fucking-go

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (8 children)

Followup to my previous post whining about /r/menslib fawning over Walz: I have been banned for calling someone sickening when they said that the subreddit was for discussion about menslib, and not Israel or Palestine (where presumably no men live who deserve to be liberated).

I hate reddit, I don't understand how one can remain civil in the face of people who don't care about the horrors we've been seeing for nearly a year.

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[–] [email protected] 13 points 1 month ago

Last night I struggled to sleep, as my brain was in that mode where you have a timer going for work duties or changing over laundry. Problem was I finished work hours ago and was just trying to sleep. I kept almost drifting off and then I'd jerk back away with an expectation to switch over the kegs on a cleaning cycle.

At least all this overtime will allow me to buy a new set of work shoes.

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 month ago* (last edited 1 month ago) (1 children)

You dumbfucks introduced Michael Jackson’s Beat it with Beanis instead and now all I hear in my head is

You wanna be tough, better do what you can

So beanis, but you wanna be bad

Just beanis (beanis), beanis (beanis)

No one wants to be defeated

Showin' how funky and strong is your fight

It doesn't matter who's wrong or right

Just beanis (beanis)

Just beanis (beanis)

Just beanis (beanis)

Just beanis (beanis, uh)

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[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 month ago

Imane Khelif won gold! sore-loser

[–] [email protected] 12 points 1 month ago (4 children)

I can't stop thinking about this story I read on a hiking blog:

spoiler CW: brief mention of suicideA feeling of peace washed over me as soon as my boots hit the dirt. At the base of Mt. Washington’s Jewell Trail, the October sun felt warm on my bare arms. But having grown up exploring New Hampshire’s White Mountains, I knew the conditions up high would be nothing like in the valley. In preparation for a late-season ascent of the 6,288-foot peak known as “home of the world’s worst weather,” I’d loaded my pack with extra layers and a pair of snow goggles.

I’d been volunteering with the Pemigewasset Valley Search and Rescue Team for five years, and these mountains were both my playground and my office. I was heading out to train with a heavy pack, and to enjoy a few hours in my favorite area.

Mt. Washington, with its unpredictable climate, has claimed over 150 lives over the past 150 years, making it one of the deadliest mountains in the country. I felt strong that day, but could see thick clouds shrouding the top half of the peak. At 5,000 feet, about 3 miles in, the wind began to pick up around me. I stopped to add a layer.

Snow was blowing in my face as I continued upward, but I could follow this trail with my eyes closed. Above treeline, gusts raged and the temperature dropped. I told myself if the weather worsened further I’d turn back; returning to my car was more important than making the summit.

Around 5,500 feet, I reached the junction with the Gulfside Trail. That’s when I noticed fresh footprints in the snow that sent shivers up my spine.

It was clear that these tracks hadn’t been made by sturdy hiking boots, but by sneakers. Street shoes in this weather? I knew someone was in trouble.

I turned to follow the prints. A few steps later I saw him—a man slumped on the ground with his back against a boulder. A layer of snow covered his clothing. I called out and was answered only by silence.

Crouching beside the man, I looked at his thin jacket, T-shirt, and soaked pants. How could someone hike up here so unprepared? He was breathing, but his skin looked like porcelain and he wore a vacant expression. This was bad.

I grabbed my extra layers and changed the man out of his wet clothes. Then, I tucked hand warmers inside his shirt and fed him from my thermos of hot chocolate. He sat passive and slack, hardly acknowledging my presence. It felt strange to treat a patient without knowing his name, so I decided to call him John.

The wind was picking up, creating a swirl of blowing snow behind the boulder where we’d taken shelter. We needed to get moving. John had revived somewhat and could walk behind me on the hardpack. My tracks from the way up had disappeared, but I could just make out the depressions from my trekking poles, and I followed them like breadcrumbs.

We descended slowly. The footing was slippery and laden with precarious boulders; I worried about John’s flat sneakers. I sang ‘60s hits to remind him that I was there and to keep my own morale up. Periodically I’d ask a question, but at most John would only grunt. I couldn’t understand why he’d ventured up high on a day like today, dressed as he was. Once, he sat down in the snow, appearing to give up. “We’re in this together,” I scolded him.

After six hours of descending we reached the parking lot. It was dark, and later than I’d planned to be home. I warmed John’s clothes on my car’s heater, traded them for the layers I’d lent him and then, with hardly a word, he drove off. Bewildered, I stood in the parking lot, glancing back at the howling mountains. What had just happened?

At home, I wrote an email to my SAR teammates recounting the rescue. We debriefed, examining our protocols and speculating about the events that could have led John into such distress, but there were still so many questions. Answers wouldn’t come for a few days when a letter arrived at the SAR headquarters.

“I hope this reaches the right group of rescuers,” it read. “I was called John. On Sunday, October 17th I went up my favorite trail, Jewell, to end my life. Weather was to be bad.” I paused and started again. It took a few tries to get through the whole letter.

“Next thing I knew this lady was talking to me,” he wrote. “I said to leave me and get going but she wouldn’t.” He had considered running off but thought I might follow and didn’t want to harm anyone else.

“With all that has been going wrong in my life, I didn’t matter to me. But I did to Pam.” Inside he had tucked a small donation. “If she’s an example of your organization and professionalism, you must be the best group around . . . I have a new direction thanks to wonderful people like yourselves.” The letter was signed “John.”

I never found out exactly who I helped that day. But I like to think he is out there somewhere, enjoying his second chance.

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