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Toyosatomimi no Miko is a character in the Touhou Project series introduced in its 13th installment, Ten Desires.
Miko was once Prince Shoutoku, a Japanese leader in the 600s known for promoting Buddhism and streamlining the Japanese government. In the Touhou lore, she was visited by Taoist hermit Seiga Kaku, who had heard about Miko’s longing for immortality. Seiga introduced her to Taoism, but she rejected it as a religion unfit for placating an entire country. She was intrigued by its promise of immortality, however, and privately converted to it, advocating for Buddhism to keep Japan stable. After drinking an “immortality elixir” (mercury sulfide), however, she was forced to let go of her body and become a supernatural hermit like Seiga, notably taking on the form of a woman, making her a canonically trans character ().
After convincing a hermit from a rival clan (Mononobe no Futo) to sleep without decaying, Miko followed in suit, waiting for a time where a Taoist Japan would revive her in search of guidance. However, Buddhist monks were able to keep her mausoleum sealed, and the legends surrounding her were slowly brushed off- which led to her transportation into Gensokyo, where the folklore of old is a reality of everyday life.
When she awoke in Gensokyo, it was right after Buddhist monk Byakuren Hijiri opened her own temple, however, leading to a surge of divine spirits across the realm, setting up the events of Ten Desires.
What look like headphones on her are canonically earmuffs- Shoutoku was allegedly able to discern between ten questions asked at once, an ability carried by Miko (although with her enhanced abilities, she can also analyze each person and determine their inner desires (thus the title of the game))- although it means her hearing is highly sensitive and has to be muffled to prevent pain.
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I love having the desire to be sociable and meet tons of new people while simulatneously being freaked out and overwhelmed by meeting new people. I love the novelty and really do well in novel situations, but i have such little capacity for it; a week or two of that and I need 6-8 months of not talking to anyone
Real. Then I’m desperate and talk way too much and scare everyone off, but they were probably too boring anyway.
Their loss tbh
Didn’t realize we had variants.
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Anyway, I honestly don’t know what my goal in socializing is. All I am ever sure about is that I am an interesting person, but I don’t know if any physical person can meet my standards of interestingness. I guess online people do, but I just don’t fit in enough anywhere and fitting in is a demand so I don’t want to anyway. Autism is hard, I should just focus on loving myself, though I barely have an ego anyway.The variant is new and not yet an emoji, but k use it anyway cause its beautiful
Socializing is so weird, idk, like i love it but it doesnt make sense to me and i get so overwhelmed... Idk.
Well worth doing no matter who you are
People are neat, why's it gotta be so hard...
Yea... Like i dont even mind the social rules I dont understand, i just want them to be consistent! Its half the reason i get so socially burned out
Alas they are never consistent
Make them make sense!
If I could...
Simply don’t pay attention to social rules. You will surely make friends that way.
Honestly, never trying to mask is probably why I haven’t totally burnt out yet.
This is extremely based advice actually, uncritical support.
True, until I’m too contrarian/PDA for my fellow autists.
Well still, not masking is generally pretty darn cool.
that's my default
Yeah, when I was really little I used to be sociable and enjoyed talking to people, and then at some point I realized I didn’t actually know how to do that