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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
Here is a screenshot of where to find the spoiler button.
Let's have another good week everyone 
morbid
watching a bunch of old PSAs after thinking about one. ofc this inevitably leads to nuclear war ones from the 80s. and damn, I'd so much rather die in the nuclear blast than the agonising death of irradiation and the bleak post nuclear world. it will not in fact be a whacky world with ghouls, robots, and LARPing legionaries
sex... i could take it or leave it. if you know what it is, i mean...
that's gross, i'm sorry.
Morticia and Gomez Adams are a transfeme transmasc couple. I decided it just now
Do unto others as you would have them do unto you
And Iβm supposed to call people βhe/him?β 
Working on posting really hard (an unrestrained torrent of stupid bullshit)
voice dysphoria, probably brainworms too tbh
Thinking about my voice just gives me the worst vibes ever. I feel bitter, I feel sad, I feel ruined. I feel resentful and guilty for feeling that way. I knew when my voice started changing I didn't like it, but always hoped I'd grow to like it. That hasn't happened and never will. I have to painstakingly change it to sound okay. Because of how my dysphoria is and all the layers to it I really don't see me ever getting a truly good voice.
I feel numb, in a sad kinda way. spoiler eating issues I'm not going to pro ana post because its bad (I honestly don't really know why what I'm doing is bad but whatever) and I don't want to get banned. But I have eaten one meal and two cookies in the last 36 hours. Next meal is in four hours. My pain is numbed. :::
wha if it was the trams megathread, that'd also be kinda pog, I like trams
I opened a big vacuum sealed bag of puffed rice and it tasted funny and i had to put sugar on it :(
Always wanted to play ff14 but it seems pretty daunting to get into and I don't know anyone who plays it :/
Iβm happy with how I look, but why do I still gotta get he/himed. I get why, but itβs annoying.
I watched The People's Joker on Saturday and LOVED it. I really love that style of weird humor and I want to see more of this kind of thing. Stuff like this. Maybe I should just go watch more Tim and Eric.
I watched this weird 70's murder mystery today called Murder by Natural Causes because I initially thought it I was watching Columbo, but by the time I realized it wasn't Columbo I was into the story and wanted to finish it. It's not a great movie, but it's entertaining and has fun sort of classic silly plot-twist ending I liked. Anyone know where I can watch Columbo online by the way?
Finished Nier: Automata and loved it. So after the main ending, one of the NPCs lets you buy achievements with in-game currency, which I thought was genius and made me question my completionist urges. I looked up some older threads on it and people were predictably angry about it. lol
That big life change I previously talked about is coming fast and I'm simultaneously excited and nervous. Trying to hurry and get everything done that I need to do.
We've been talking a bit in tracha about starting a coven for trans witches. What's a good resource for learning wicca stuff? Can I be a real witch if I'm an atheist and skeptical about superstitions but also enjoy ritual stuff as a form of emotional expression?
What's an obscure piece of pop culture nostalgia you have? When I was a kid, I read these comics called "Ralph Snart Adventures" and still read them. What's something less known that you're into and want to share a bit about it?
Trans mega stay winning 
When Iβm too lazy to read a book I come here, search up the authorβs name and wait for the website to tell me if they suck or if theyβre good. I am replacing my brain with the hex bear π
i just woke up at 5 and can't go back to sleep. i'm supposed to be going out at 10. idk whether to try and reschedule that earlier, or take sleeping pills and reschedule it for later.
gf update and sex stuff
We found some middle ground last night. Cuddled and slept together. Cuddled some more this morning and made out.
Taking sex slow so we both can feel safe and understand our needs better. We've both been caught in heterosexual patriarchal normatives around sex and neither of us have really found satisfaction in it.
She's not ace. She was getting turned on this morning. But we pendulated and both want to take it slow so that we don't fall into old habits.
My libido is a lot more manageable too. Third week of sub-c HRT. Morning erections are softer and less insistent. Holding space for us to make out this morning without my habit energy and hormones being pushy was nice too.
I lost my vestigial tail in 'nam
Okay, look, right, I know Fallout 1's interface is a steampunk artdeco clusterfuck, but it's entirely mouse driven and the game is perfect ok. Yes the click & drag logic is absurd, yes pixel hunting for the Colt Rangemaster sucks, but a nuclear age CRPG with a system inspired by GURPS and structure inspired by JRPGs (overworld map w/random encounters -> town maps with NPCs and quests) is absolutely awesome. The combat never stops being fun in a brutal, pitch black kind of way, and the ability for the story to unfurl with whichever portions of it you find first or quests you choose to do is awesome. Fallout 1 is a top five banger okay, and I will not hear slander about it because Interplay dorks in 1997 made a messy wessy of the buttons at 640x480!!!! 
CW; Crimes against humanity, body horror, weirdly personal.
spoiler
Soooo my grandfather was a human test subject on Eniwetok Atoll in the 50s for American nuclear trials. I happen to have polyorchidism. I'm pretty certain it's from radiation causing genetic damage. It gave me a horrible hernia that I had to have fixed at 23. But at the moment my problem is "do they work or not?" I'm on a pretty low dose of E (DIY) and I'm not sure if it's actually suppressing my T production or if I'm just fucking myself up.
