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My snake's humidifier is leaking and I have no idea why or from where
This maybe pushed me over the edge to tears. Anyway I'll clean it out tomorrow and hope that fixes it.
You have a snake!!!?!
That's so cool, I love snakes. They're so adorable!
I've actually got a couple :3 they're great, I love reptiles.
alcoholism/relapse, self psychoanalysis, family shit, aging pet worries
Relapsed, feel bad, also feel worse about not feeling worse if that makes sense
Angry at self wanting to be perfect and a teetotaler
Angry that I also feel completely justified when I disappoint myself because I never felt good enough for my dad and he's the reason I became an alcoholic in the first place, and now dealing with him is what causes me to relapse
Meemaw cat gets mini seizures and flops over like she got a leg cramp and a really bad itch and will fall out of a chair when that happens
Spent all evening at the gym, go check on parents tired and burned out (failed my leg press sets, didn't have enough in the tank to stick to my rowing schedule either)
She has one of her mini seizures, flops out of her chair into his lap, claws his leg accidentally (it's a completely unintentional thing, she's done it to me and would never hurt me and she's 16 and I've had her and her sister ((RIP)) since she was a kitten)
He's drunk as always and says some nasty shit about her (she's an absolute angel and he's a disgusting decrepit braindead miserable piece of shit)
Immediately start wishing he'd just fucking die already, wish my mom divorced him before I was born, wish I'd never had to know him, etc
Take care of their dishes, laundry, scoop her box, take out the trash, clean her bowls, fill them and get her fresh water, put away their dinner leftovers they left out (I feel taken advantage of, they're not that incapable)
Leave and go buy a box of wine and a flask size plastic bottle of bottom shelf vodka (my shifting sobriety self rule was "no spirits")
Walk to gym because it's the only other place I go, do ab and back stuff I skipped
Pick up trash on side of road, pick flowers from bougie gated community's front gate for my windowsill
Listen to podcasts
Angry at everything
Gonna go walk home drunk and stop to stare at a fountain while I listen to angsty music
Maybe tomorrow I can be happier with myself but for tonight I'm fucking livid at everything and exhausted and feel pathetic and am so fucking mad at my shitty parents
The kindest self dialogue I've been able to muster lately keeps coming back to "well no wonder you suck, look at how and by whom you were raised"
Thanks brain
on the topic of programming languages, I'm seriously stuck with some school work in C. Anyone have experience with it here, or have experience with paying others to help them do their programming homework, and where one might find people willing to do that for pay?
I love and am quite familiar with C
What's the school work look like? Can maybe help but I will prob respond later, about to go to bed
I'll PM you!
Hii sry I gotta go sleep, very tired and got some plans tomorrow, I hope the school work isn't time-sensitive
I actually rly love writing/talking about C lol, if you want you can write up the problem to the Matrix I sent and I'll take a look later
No worries, I hope you get good sleep! And I'm not in a big rush, I have a while left before I have to turn it in. I'll do a nice clean writeup of it and send it to you later!
Previous me joking, "Haha transitioning is kind of hard. What if I just obliterate my self and desire and become someone who doesn't care nearly as much about dresses and skirts again?"
New me,
Been a rough couple days for me. Being on the edge emotionally at all times is exhausting. Managing to not snap at coworkers over the slightest thing is a miracle. Also migraine and cramps. Ugh. Someone just knock me out for a few days please.
This fateful day, I thought to change my display name on my laptop away from my legal name, and well, one thing led to another, and I'm now a NixOS user.
congrats!
that makes sense
awa :3
What kind of animal is this?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hyrax
Had no idea hyraxes exist until now, I love them :3
Update:
I could make this my new personality tbh https://old.reddit.com/r/hyrax/comments/1gv4gs3/wawa_extended_cut/ (warning: loud)
Awawa :3
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Everyone on Love Is Blind is like an investorβ¦or in real estateβ¦or an influencer etc.
Give me literally one person with a normal job
You need a flexible βjobβ to be on reality TV, I had a friend who got through auditions for a dating type show and had to turn it down because they basically would have had to pause a year of university with time commitments (assuming they werenβt eliminated)
I am such a judgmental pos because everyone on these shows just seems like the bougiest fakest people so whenever they talk about like "I want to surround myself with genuine people" I'm like...sure
I wonder if they actually do sincerely want that, but can't recognise a genuine person to save their lives. Maybe the only people interesting enough to be netflix content are the ones most disconnected from reality and least able to handle interpersonal relationships in ways that the producers hope will be funny.
It gets worse after the first season, and it doesn't get any better. They have so many people in the pods, like way more than what they show (something like 60). The ones they don't show are probably normal people who didn't make great TV. Plus, the last couple seasons they cast by haunting Instagram accounts lol
unironically after saying this I think this group is the best of the seasons I've seen so far, but we'll see who gets picked to go on.
Real estate is code for unemployed BTW lol, you can get a license and not sell a single house. It's an easy gig to fuck around in when you haven't worked a real job
according to my partner almost everyone on those shows is an aspiring actor/actress but i can't vouch for it
I took my first baby step into music production, i downloaded renoise and figured out how to chop a break and sequence it after watching tutorials
Literally the babiest of steps but maybe one day i'll be able to make something cool
trackers are the BEST. been using openMPT a lot recently instead of ableton as i always have
this looks cool, I am a baby using Ableton 9 on Wine because of the built in synths but native Linux build...