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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
Here is a screenshot of where to find the spoiler button.
Let's have another good week everyone 
Just played my first game of DnD in 5 years. Feels goooood
Not many people check the matrix chat that thoroughly...
In other news I saw someone not reveal what book she was reading because "there is only one person with my brainworms", in which case I am SO FUCKED
ocd complaints
For 3 fucking days about a year ago, I was breathing manually. That was so god awful. I thought I had broken something, it was exhausting!!! Cause I'd have to manually breathe as I fell asleep, so I also had a fun touch of insomnia. Like legit, my automatic breathing was turned off unless I was unconscious. Thankfully, it did go away. Dunno if anyone needs to hear this, but if it's happening to you and you have anxiety/ocd stuff like I do - yes, it sucks. No, you're not broken. Yes, you'll be able to breath normally again (eventually).
spoiler suicide mention
Getting more side effects from my meds. Last night I almost fainted when laughing and had to lay on the floor for a bit, this morning I got a nose bleed which used to regularly happen to me but hasn't in years. Now I just have this vague sense of unwellness, like something bad is going to happen but I don't know what. On top of all of that I feel like the Wellbutrin is becoming less effective in combating my depressionCW
First I had the whole manic episode, then the sleeping problems, now this. Goddammit I just want to to live life without wanting to blow my brains out. Still dealing with all of this shit is better than being suicidal, I just wish I could be happy without medical intervention
I take fucking 9 pills a day just to make life bearable, this shit sucks :::
cw:PISS
Is it weird that I still stand to pee? Like sitting is nice and all, but its just so damn convenient. Also I'm still boymoding, so its not like I'm pulling that shit in the ladies room.
One of my lower lashes got caught on some leftover eyelash glue and for a moment I thought I had fucking glued my eyes shut 
I wonder if I could get my π working on a hexbear account π€
Ah but I like being a hipster too much, I should stick to grad
alcohol
i had a drink again... woke up with 60% of a footlong sandwich on my desk. it's been out for like 6 hours and i don't care
whining
Waaah I'm so burned out and emotionally desolate late at night! I need to lean on my wife like a crying child and put on the Tactics Ogre ost for comfort! Weh witness how hard my life is! Etc
Watching an anti-transmed vid and then getting recced βneopronoun cringeβ stuff.
i love hats, but i hate shopping for them 
"fits most" OH YEAH WELL MY HEAD IS FREAKISHLY LARGE 
this game called me a zionist, 
and then after I did some cool things it starting to call me a commie 
idk if I am gonna go to the makeup store.
The idea of going by myself feels too daunting, but I can't bring myself to ask anybody to go with me.
Even if I did idk if I'd have enough time to get the hang of it before I have to get my passport picture taken.
Keep winning comrades, news mega ain't got nothing on y'all
fashionposting #2 (musings about sewing)
idk if this is a common misconception, but before I started to learn how to sew I was under the impression that the actual sewing was the main time-consuming part of the process? but that idea died pretty quickly once I actually started. in reality, making a garment from start to finish is like, 20% sewing At Most and actually mainly about cutting, pinning, and ironing. If trying to self-draft patterns, that's another thing on top of everything else; even if using a ready-made pattern, many people end up having to make adjustments so that the pattern better fits their proportions and their desires.
I'm under no impression that my clothes look "professional", there's still am amateurish quality about them because despite having been at this for about two years, I haven't actually made many full projects during that time (for various reasons β mostly I've been preoccupied by other stuff, and I also do a lot of modifying clothing which is very different from making clothing from scratch.) I do think that I'll get a lot better at garment construction the more I do it, but something I think is fun is that with a little bit of "idc what people think" energy even the messy, amateurish results of beginning sewing can be worn out and look cute! I've mentioned this before, but I made a pair of strappy plaid pants and I messed them up a lot, including in some fairly visible ways; but nobody noticed the messy parts, they just saw cool pants and I got a shit ton of compliments on them. I dress for myself and myself alone, so I really don't care that much what other people think of my clothes, which helps me go out in my imperfect pieces with basically zero self-consciousness.
That being said garment construction is an incredible skill, and it boils my blood when people imply that ready-to-wear clothes are put together poorly or without skill or whatever. I do not possess the skills of a seamstress of ready-to-wear clothes, and the vast majority of people doing this kind of complaining don't either. When I see people being snobby and elitist about cheap clothing, implying it all falls apart quickly, I actually want to shake them because like β the problem with cheap clothing is not that the clothes are poorly put together, it's the labor exploitation of the incredibly skilled garment workers, many of whom are located in the global south.
I successfully peed in the woods like a girl 
side effects of estrogen they don't warn you about: laughing until you cry because you're imagining a person with very silly voice in your head
Decided to buy a new foil head for my electric razor to use for my private area.
It seems to work pretty good.
I am gonna save so much money on razors.
Okay so the Ada Rook game is like this
and it fucks tbh. Ooooof that feels good, I would read a fucking novel if she wrote one tbh.
but trans