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I have barely watched Breaking Bad
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Let's have another good week everyone 
About 4 years ago, I was trying to decide what I was gonna do for nursing school - I had been accepted earlier that year and was also starting to work my way up the ladder of social transition, I was out and open with my then partner, I was in girl clothes all the time at home (which was almost all the time, covid lockdowns), sometimes I was brave and went out in girl clothes. I hemmed and hawed about the decision of if I was gonna boy mode or be out for school for WEEKS.
Ultimately I didn't decide until the first day of classes, I ended up picking to socially transition on a whim lol
reveling in the weird gender euphoria of the discomfort i get not wearing a bralette while boymoding
gonna start reading beach boys songs as being about the trans experience to piss off 60 year old men
blegh, sick
felt realy bad today. really bad abdominal pain, that sucked. fucking exhausted too. thirty five mother fucking degrees celcius today in the UK, fuck this. the viewing we went to on the weekend estate agent told us to phone first thing monday morning, did that aaaand appartment already gone. so now I gotta to find another 20 appartments, where I get 1 or 2 viewings, and once again am told no go fuck yourself you can't live here
I wish I could log in on my phone so I could actually participate in these megas, IDK why it wont let me post on the go. SMH shaking my head
Fallow makes me gay and wistful. This is an incredible new frontier in interactive technology, because I think the last time a game made me feel gay & wistful was playing fruity little twine games on itch or something. I do not get anything like enough chances to feel gay and wistful, the way I do with a good soulcrushing transbian novel or queer album, with viddy gaems. I desire viddy gaems to make me gay & wistful pls.
talking about dysphoria/eating/weight issues
I love how my brain just focuses on numbers. Height, weight, calories, doesn't matter. Like a fucking magnet. Its so incredibly toxic to me and with transitioning has only gotten worse. I'm feeling okay right now, but sometimes its just bad. Oh, and seeing other people's numbers. god that might be as bad as thinking about mine. Fucking hell.
But I am feeling good now, just reflecting on how I was feeling earlier/how I have struggled in the past.
I fucking hate being recorded and apparently the cis don't mind to the same extent, so my demanding not to be feels weird. Still do, cuz fuck 'em, but I hate it. And I hate that its not respected. Like seriously, why are you doing something to me that you know I don't want? wtf? So easy to just stop doing it if you know I'm uncomfortable but I guess no one cares.
drugs, downstairs stuff
living my best lesbian life in a stone house in the hills of spain. two cats, x-files & a lot of weed. risperidon withdrawal can't keep me down 
it's crazy how my cock only actually feels like a part of my body now that i'm transitioning. enjoying every second hehe
Foxes are gay wolves.
blackpilled brainrot shit
If you have The Autism and don't know what social norms are, cannot perceive them... can I recommend strongly against learning about them? I mean it less in the, conversational politeness way and more the, some actions or traits or whatever, fucking styles of dress, have weird inexplicable connotations or horrible implications according to neuro fucking typicals. It is so cursed, like you know those guys on that 4chan board that always talk about chad and stacy, and the fucking "dating market" like it's goddamn wallstreet for their incel asses?? People rightly make fun of those anons, but by truth the actual social norms that have been concocted on our planet are not particularly far off of that. It's utterly fucked up.
The reason I recommend against learning them is because it's just psychic damage. It's not something you can use really, there might be stupid arbitrary rules or the person who told you might be seeing it a certain specific weird way, or just be wrong. So stay oblivious, stay well, holy shit.
Donβt worry vocel police, I donβt have sex because I am too self-conscious and have vulnerability issues. 
Does anyone else like certain names, but you choose not to take them because someone you know also has that name and it would be weird? 
My having left for three weeks recently also came with the fun fact that I donβt think I know a lot of people here now. We had one hell of an influx of new posters in the past couple months and thatβs pretty damn great. Now I canβt keep up with the mega anymore. Especially since Iβve been horribly busy as well.
Itβs not fun having to just sit around waiting for your epilator to charge because it died halfway through. 
I am so happy I'm actually tearing up a little bit. Being trans rocks, so excited to keep going. And to think I've barely started! So many things to try and love!
I ate a gabapentin recently :3 it would be cool to not have occasional collapses of confidence where anxiety eats me and I have to disappear, I hope this will help.
Feelin' weird
Not really "bad" weird, but "ehhh this is unusual" weird
Mental health/meds/booze
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Quit drinking entirely this week and stopped taking St. John's Wort and have felt simultaneously kinda lethargic but also a little hyperactive? Keep getting headaches too but I'm not sure if that's just stress or a detoxing from alcohol thing. Mood's decent all things considered but have felt spacey and kinda depersonalized/derealized, like one hit of "the weed that does nothing enjoyable but kinda gives you a headache instantly." I dunno, feels weird
Okay, look, right, I know Fallout 1's interface is a steampunk artdeco clusterfuck, but it's entirely mouse driven and the game is perfect ok. Yes the click & drag logic is absurd, yes pixel hunting for the Colt Rangemaster sucks, but a nuclear age CRPG with a system inspired by GURPS and structure inspired by JRPGs (overworld map w/random encounters -> town maps with NPCs and quests) is absolutely awesome. The combat never stops being fun in a brutal, pitch black kind of way, and the ability for the story to unfurl with whichever portions of it you find first or quests you choose to do is awesome. Fallout 1 is a top five banger okay, and I will not hear slander about it because Interplay dorks in 1997 made a messy wessy of the buttons at 640x480!!!! 
CW sex
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I should get some sex toys
Bisexuality is when you pluck your eyebrows