I wasn't made to have responsibilities

ahh yis first

Yesterday I had the worst shower possible, I go in, put hot water, realize midway through that I have no soap, no shampoo, no sponge, so I just threw hot water on my body for like 30 minutes and wore my clothes

traaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnns

hope everyone's doing well

we must surpass the news mega

ignore my news mega posting i am not a traitor that must just be a bug ignore it

came out to a friend the other day and we played Stardew Valley together and she said my name and oh wow it feels so nice when people call me a girl name

There are now only 2 ways to make our report response time faster:

• Making literally everyone a mod

• Robo-transgenders that patrol and purge reactionaries on sight online and irl

CAN WE HIT 1,000 COMMENTS FOR MAXIMUM PRIDE?

I don't like the changes, can we go back to 0.19.3 plz

Been crying soooooooo much more lately

Despite that, I feel like vomiting all those sad emotions has made me find some joy again. Things are very difficult in my relationship because being trans will end it, but I have more support now than I ever have! I guess I just need to decide whether I'm "trans enough" for transitioning to be worth it

Learning to do makeup and nails is so much fun. i just did my nails with almost no errors 💃💅

My partner is struggling with my new self but is being loving and supportive and it makes me feel very special.

She's taking me out tonight in full femme for the first time and i'm so excited to be out with her and not by myself.

You all have been so special and supportive to me in all of this i really appreciate y'all a lot 💚

Waiting in pre-op now.

If you don't hear from me within 24 hours, I legit died~ ✨💖✨

Edit: hit 900 for me

Jesyus fucjing cnhrist I almost girl fainted in my girl bathroom just now my right ear is fucjikgn girl ringing shit

I've gotten very far into my physical transition since last summer, and recently I've made some more progress with getting my parents to understand this whole trans thing. But everything else in my life has just gotten worse, sadly.

Rant about personal struggles, transphobia and loneliness

I feel like I'm never going to get a job, I'm struggling to stay motivated for anything thanks to my ADHD, I've grown very distant with the few friends I have, and I have no idea how I'm gonna come out to my extended family. The isolation I feel from all of this is really starting to take a toll on me. There's also fact that my brother is a techbro chud that thinks trans people are all just mentally ill. Wish I could cut him out of my life, but that's difficult to do when he still lives with my parents, who I very much care about and want to stay in contact with. This shit sucks

Despite all of this I feel hopeful about my future. Gonna try to join a local queer org soon, see if I can't get to know more trans people that way. Also looking into getting therapy, as well as trying out a different ADHD medication since ritalin isn't doing anything for me.

I'm gay

How do people handle names with job applications? In the past I've just used my legal/dead name but now I'm using my chosen name on top and adding a note on my resume of my legal name and that I'm trans. It's a little awkward and I'm worried about discrimination, but idk how best to approach it.

For context I've mostly been working blue coller in warehouses or doing data entry or light technical repair type stuff, and I'm applying in blue areas in the US.

holy hanna this mega is popping

I got shitfaced and had a good time with my friends last night :) But I spent the whole day today hung over and allergy-y :/

The friend I was hoping to "come out" to didn't make it, but I'm feeling more confident for next time I see her (about taking E and official new pronouns, she already knows I'm trans, I've been questioning for years)

up early before work, so I'm playing more Celeste

Lots of straight people at the lesbian bar.. just got asked by some dude if I was in line for the men's room. Very cool

I WASN'T LYING WHEN I SAID BIGGER AND MORE PRIDEFUL THAN EVER BEFORE

Its the middle of winter I'm tired of 'pride' bring on wrath it sounds cosier

working on bringing up them post numbers by saying:

THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH! THIGHS GO SQUISH!

Am I cis or do I have internalized transphobia? I actually have no clue at this point and it's getting annoying.

People in trans voice lessons who comment "I'm not trans, but..."

Nobody believes you

Hey Hexbear trans thread it's been a bit, how's it been... Wtf you hit 600 on the week I wasn't posting because I was recovering from a breakup? I can't believe I was the one holding us all back. 😔 Good job, I'm proud of all of you and your incredible posting power.

💜 💜

(I'm also feeling fine now if anyone is worried about the breakup, I just needed a few days playing comfort games and talking with my close friends to recover.)

Trans megathreads popping off

I misread the title as "trans meetup" and was so ready to fedpost

Torrenting I Saw The TV Glow for tonight, finally feel like I can fit in here

What is everyone’s favorite plushie? Mine is a little brown bat!

Whenever I feel like I'm "faking it" I just think of all the hexbears who feel the same way, and then the feeling dissolves.

This place is powerful

Shout out to all my autistic trans peeps!

I don't pass, but people are complimenting my hair. Today a cashier asked me for my haircare routine, which was very flattering