I may not be first but I am on time.

It's fucked up my gf has a stuffed dog plushie she cuddles with in my stead.
Practically cheating tbh.

Going back to a family gathering in august. Going between cancelling, boymoding, or saying fuck it and wearing what I want. Only thing is that it's gonna be extremely uncomfortable no matter what.

ok for the people that have pressed the button to become my wife, you may or may not get a random notification to fight a super villain after I scream "WIVES ASSEMBLE"... just letting you know

I will get facial hair removal paid - probably. Enormous W, finally. I am usually too afraid of getting clocked and harassed w/o hiding my permanent beard shadow by close shaving and makeup. No longer.

met up with some other trans people today at the local park that was nice. even kind of flirted with one after she said she thought she could pick me up (she could)

Fat redistribution has made my upper arms squishy :3

I saw a girl in the mirror

see the cool thing about having the trans mega be as big as it is now is that the number of threads i want to spend time in on this site has literally doubled

I'm extremely annoyed with myself today. I went out to take care of a couple errands with my puppy wife this afternoon and I forgot my damned masks at home. I usually leave them in the car, but circumstances had them in the house for today. Anyways, it was a long drive out and we were only going to be there for a few minutes, so I went and did my thing anyways unfortunately. Hope that I didn't catch anything since I know COVID numbers are up right now.

The one thing about that occurrence that does make me happy is that I was gendered correctly even without a mask. I suppose the HRT is truly redistributing the fat in my face and confirming what I thought I saw in my progress pics. I'm so happy right now

down with cis

I'm only a strong, independent woman by circumstance. I'm actually a very weak, dependent woman whose been through too much bullshit and has no one to depend on

Sometimes I'll look down while sitting in my chair and think my body is girl-shaped.

went to a christian coming of age party yesterday, had fun being very trans and girly

now there's going to be another one in 4 weeks, and im going to go as full on goth, with my 10cm tall platforms and disdainful look permanently applied

Transitioning later in life means that when I get places lasered the white hairs (there's a lot) remain. If I was at a different point it would probably still bother me but at least they dont show as much.

shout-out to postal workers for delivering my E, i fuck with that heavy

I’ve got to stop preemptively assuming that my fatigue issues are going away when I’ve just been way less active lol. Today I weeded the garden and then crashed for the whole day.

Okay so now that we've reached 1000 comments, the admins have to give over control of the site to the Totalitarian Trans Dictatorship right? Cishets in danger??

I fucking inhaled "Sisters of Dorley" what an amazing piece of trans fiction about the healing power of forcefem(as a solution to toxic masculinty). Not in a erotic way, it's a very non-horny story.

It is a really beautiful work about feminity, being trans, found family and what it means to grow and change as a person.

But no joke, it is actually really good, and in fact so good that it gave me a bunch of motivation to progress with my own transition, because being women and being trans and transitioning brings the characters so much happiness. It is just so uplifting to read.

I read it all on sunday and today, I almost forgot to eat and drink on sunday, because I simply couldn't stop reading.

fucking new york twinks with their bangs, cigarettes and sleazy music - I was supposed to be a lesbian leaning bi disaster

Went out shopping with my sister today so I could thrift some femme clothes (I found a really nice jean jacket and women's jeans with s p a c e!) and we went to where her boyfriend works. Was talking to her after and she was like "yeah he had a feeling you weren't cis" (I rarely see this guy). I swear everybody except for my own family somehow knew that I was probably trans , literally none of my friends were surprised.

AGHH ALMOST FORGOT TO MENTION THE FLUFFY SLIPPERS

I look forward to the day I can throw out my safety razor.

Today's an awesome day. Today marks 3 months since my bottom surgery and the official end of my recovery. Still a little bit of issues here and there, but nothing serious enough for me to not be able to return to normal, daily activity. So stoked to getting back to working out and getting back to working my ass and hips. Hopefully I can drop a couple pounds and make my hips BEEG just in time for the furry convention I'll be able to go to here in a bit. Though I am still sad I couldn't make it to Anthrocon again this year :< (been going every year since 2011, missed this year and last year due to mine and puppy wife's bottom surgeries)

I think I'm making some progress with my voice. It sounded pretty good for a few seconds, and then I had stop because it was starting to hurt my throat. Now I just need to figure out how to do it in a sustainable way

I finally got to watch I saw the tv glow - I knew I had wanted to watch it and every trans person with good taste in movies (including here) said to watch it. I did like it, but I wish I had been warned that

You folks are wild. I can't keep up with the mega anymore. We're also like 80 comments behind the news mega. wtf

two trans girls vs all of glados test chambers

glados didn't stand a chance

I know I changed my pronouns before (and then changed them back) but this time I want it to be for real. I'm a woman damn it.

Just had a doctor's appointment, turns out my suspicion was right and my T levels were a little high. Got my spiro dose upped and hopefully that'll help fix it.

So I think the emotional changes from the E are starting to hit me. I have had the giggles for a week (for reference, I laughed at "Bazinga") and I have noticed more mood swings (either great or really bad, I probably need antidepressants). Today was the crying. I found myself crying or on the verge of tears for most of the day, either I was feeling sad and talking about my feelings with my sister or I was so happy to be able to spend time with my sister. I legitimately haven't even been able to cry since my depression was really bad a few years ago, and it honestly feels great to be able to show those kind of feelings, both negative and positive (as it also means I'm feeling them). Starting E has to be one of the greatest things I have ever done in my life.

had a dentist appointment today and at the last moment i just said "naw" and stayed home because i couldn't deal with the possibility of them looking at my chart and saying "estradiol and spironolactone?". i don't even know if they have access to a chart like that but fuck it, i can't deal with that shit

They should make HRT cigarettes

I'm a "binary" trans woman but the word binary is really blurry like you need glasses